4 Stages of Life

1. You believe in Santa Claus

2. You don't believe in Santa Claus

3. You are Santa Claus

4. You look like Santa Claus

Winter is so cold

It is Winter Solstice Festival today; Well known as Dongzhi.

One of the most important festivals celebrated by the Chinese.

Traditionally, it is a time for the family to get together.

The most important activity in this festival is:

Making and Eating glutinous rice balls; aka Tong Yuen.

Tong Yuen symbolizes family unity and prosperity.

However, I could not have reunion with my family today.

I can feel how cold the winter is.

Everyone around me is making their Tong Yuen with their family.

However, I am here sitting in front of the screen;

Looking for Tong Yuen images and my family portrait.

I envy those that are celebrating this festival with families.

You should appreciate and be grateful.

Anyway;

Happy Winter Solstice Festival.

Lost

Somehow I feel I'm in the middle of nowhere

I wonder where do I belong to?

Where would the next step leads me to?

Be strong, Cath

You're like my younger sister

Innocent and naive in a cute way
Used to be happy and out-going
I love to see you smile
So sweet and beautiful
I miss your laughter
So loud and funny
And last but not least
The way you curse - WTF?!

I know you're sad
This is just a stage of your life
You're still young there's a lot to learn
I've been through what you're experiencing
All you need is time to heal
Remember, this is not the worst thing
At least you still have your family & friends

Crying is to release your sorrows
So cry all you want
I'll cry together with you
As long as you know when to stop crying
You can't force yourself to erase the memory
It's part of your life
Just move on my dear :)

Sigh for Regrets

I wish I can lock myself in the tunnel of childhood memories

Head back to the age of innocence

All the time I wish I'd never be grown up

I want my childhood back so badly

Unconsciously I feel so cold-hearted

As it'll never feel good to be an adult