June 0406

It has been 6 years.
Maybe today you've already forgotten;
And I'm the only one still missing those days.
How ironic.

 I revisit the old places we used to go;
 I didn't know my heart still weeps, and tears drop.
I often think, are you holding her to sleep?
Or are you missing the old days like I do?
What if, we're still holding hands?
However, I have no right to complain anymore.
I made no courage to talk about the old times;
To tell you that I'm sorry.

 We were so young and unwise.
We thought that love was easy.
When I look back, we were boy and girl.
Now, we've both grown up.
Still, I'm always afraid to talk to you;
Though we've never talked for 3 years.
I wouldn't want to talk about living with you;
Because I know I'd live better if we're together.
And I'm regret over our childish dispute.

 It's June 2012. And I'm still missing you.

A Hundred Years of Solitude

Maybe it's because of me,
you pursuit the freedom of loneliness.

Sorrow is true; Tear is fake;
 There isn't any cause of consequence;

After a hundred years, both of us won't exist.

Sorrow is fictional

Wound is scarring.
Petals covered the cemetery of my heart.
Our story will ultimately be cremated.

We no longer linger.
It is worthless to waste the rest of our limited lives on this sad romance.
Although it is distressing to have each other only return the care with a friend's identity.

There ain't any perfect love;
As we are human beings, with flesh and blood;
We're not from fairy tales nor soup opera.
No matter how hard we show our love,
It isn't necessarily that we get another person in full possession
If you want to learn how maintain a good relationship;
You must first understand what is it like to lose a relationship.

We have walked through sweet times;
Thus, there shouldn't be any tears now.
As the best picture has been captured in our hearts.

Sorrow couldn't be identify by test tube;
Sorrow isn't a real thing - not a chemical analogy real substance derived from a test tube.
So why not take sorrow as fictional?

Put down the burden of memories,
Cherish the present one.

The First Love

First Love;

You'll never forget his/her name,
But you'll never wanna talk about him/her;
You'll never erase the memories,
But you hate that you still remember;
You'll never delete his/her contact number,
But you'll never call nor text;
You'll never greet him/her when you meet,
But your heart weeps after that;
You'll never hesitate to pass by his/her house,
But you'll never ring the doorbell;
You'll never tell how much you missed and loved him/her,
But you'll keep feeling sorry and regretful.

Somehow I still miss my first love.
I hope "what if" works.

Overload Love

Usually people fall for each other before they really get to know the partner.

As time goes by, you found out that there are lots you didn't know bout him/her.

Then you start to realize you finally know who him/her really is.

And so, you know you couldn't get along with this person for knowing him/her thoroughly.

In the end, you say goodbye and leave.

That's how most of the couple behave.

Because people just want to pour their overload love on someone.

And once they met this someone who they didn't really know thoroughly,

They pour their love like guys ejaculating their sperms.

For once you thought this is the right one.

And then, you realized you fall into a black hole.