What if someday?

What if someday, when you dial my number;
the voice mail tells you that I have shut down?

Promise me not to be sad, lost, nor remember someone like me.

What if someday, when your phone no longer rings frequently;
when you never receive text messages from me?

Please do not wait nor look for me, so that I can be assured to leave.

What if someday, I no longer annoy you, or be stubborn or get mad at you;

I no longer bargain on the phone to talk longer;

I no longer clamoring for kisses and hugs;

Will you still be sad if you lost someone like me?

What if someday, there isn't any pitiful texts in your inbox urging to meet you;

there isn't any ferocious texts claiming that i don't want to talk to you;

there isn't any texts throwing tantrum like a baby saying i hate you;

there isn't any nonsense or stupid texts in your inbox;

there isn't any sweet and gentle texts in your inbox;

Will you feel depressed?

What if someday, your life without me;

will you remember all the good things of me;

my love, care and tolerance;

will you remember my silly things;

my madness, tears and reluctantly sayings;

will you?

What if someday, you try to erase me from your memory;

will you forget every moment we have been through;

will you forget what I like, what offence me;

will you forget our happiness and pain;

will you forget our promises and deal?

I will never forget the beautiful memories of us.

If I left, do not let the pain to walk you over;

do not let your happiness to escape from you.

What if someday, you no longer have me in your life?

Try to forget the memory of my traces.

Because I'm afraid you will be upset and miss me.

You might not love me;

but you might get used of my texts, calls and how i rely on you.

Till the day I leave;

I still hope you might get upset;

but just a little bit for a little while.

As long as you still have a little memory of me.