The Wrong One

Once again I fall for the wrong person.

I thought we'd be passionate.

Then you stomped on me.

And you just left me with just a smile.

For I'm just a friend.

Why would you do all these to me?

How could you let me cry?

You are being hot and cold to me.

If the excuse is your occasional tenderness;

I wish I would never be serious about you.

Secret Lover

Relationship between friends gets complicated;

When you decided to get romantic.

The blur line between friend and lover.

Just a friend, that's all she has been to you.

She doesn't have much to offer;

But her heart and soul.

And she guesses that's not enough for you to notice her.

She tries to smile when you flirt with the girls.

She needs to stay calm when she's with you.

Because the way you look at her shows only friendship.

You don't want pressure nor limitations.

She has to remove the emotion baggage as well.

As she's the only one going attached into this secretly.

She's hoping for more than just physical.

Is it still possible for you to separate emotions from this?

Do you ever care?

The Rebound

Does age really matter in a relationship? As in is it awkward for girls to date younger guys? Somehow many people are still preferably to the idea of guys older than girls. I used to have this perception as well. Now i'm unsure of it. But even celebrities like Justin Bieber is dating woman older than him. So age could be just a number that symbolizes how long you have been alive. When you're in love age is nothing. At least you're not having an age gap of 20 years. After all, love is blind, it's the same like people used to be blinded by social class, race and religion. As long as it is a man and a woman, it's fine. Gays and lesbians make me sick somehow.

I think it depends on emotionally maturity of the people involved. If both parties are mature enough to handle a real relationship and genuinely care about each other, then it can work out and last. Vice versa. But in average, guys are like 2 years behind girls' maturity level. So it's still better to pick a guy whom has the same maturity level as you. It will be easier and more productive in your relationship. Guys often get into relationships with older girls for the same reason girls go for older guys. They're seeking for maturity, stability and experience.

While many are still insisting in making issue out of the age difference, it's just a minor factor in the success of a relationship. Bonding of heart and mind make relationships work. Respect, trust and true love matter far more than just age.

Black Ribbon for the Nihon-jin

As everyone knows, Japan was devastated by the worst disaster ever - A massive 8.9/9.0 magnitude earthquake on 11th March 2011. It caused great damages with blackouts, fire and tsunami. Boats, cars, rails, roads, and houses were all swept away. At least 10,000 people died and injured and the numbers of victims are still counting. A tsunami warning has been triggered to Russia, Marcus Island, Taiwan, Philippines, Indonesia, Malaysia, Hawaii and some other coastal areas.

I feel like crying at the first second I watched the tsunami video. The disaster destroyed everything! Imagine if your family or friends suffered in the disaster. My heart aches. All of us live under a nation. I sympathize for the victims. But I couldn't do anything other than just pray for them. This could be a punishment or warning that God is showing His anger. Human beings have to stop destroying our mother nature.

The Japanese are now facing scene from the hell. Their homes have been flattened. They have no water, no food and no power. They need our help so much.

To donate for the victims, kindly visit this website:

http://www.google.com/crisisresponse/japanquake2011.html

Your help is much appreciated.

Condolences to the victims and their families.

Japan. We are with you.

Let us all pray for the Japanese.

Pray for the world too.

Happy Birthday, 彤

12th of March, it's my baby daughter's 2 years old birthday :D

Proud to be her mother for 2 years!

She's the most adorable girl.

Sadly I couldn't go back to celebrate with her.

She sings The Fruit Salad song to me.

It's so bliss to see her.

How I wish I can be there for her.

If Genie exists and he gives me 3 wishes,

I would tell him I only need 1.

That would be I wanna celebrate her following birthdays :)

I love you TungTung.

I smile, but I ain't happy

I always seem to be happy and out-going, having no worries.

People envy, because they thought I can smile off everything.

But in fact, what have you seen isn't always what it really is.

I just don't wanna reveal the sad side of mine.

Because I fear to be left out.

I couldn't bear to be alone in the dark;

Sitting by the window, weep while I meditate.

I have the most vulnerable heart, due to long term camouflage.

I cried alone, wiped off my aggrieved tears and convinced myself:

"It's okay, I can do well."

Give me a smile, let me know that I'm not abandoned.

Sometimes When We Touch

You ask me if I love you
And I choke on my reply
I'd rather hurt you honestly
Than mislead you with a lie
And who am I to judge you
On what you say or do?
I'm only just beginning to see the real you

And sometimes when we touch
The honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I wanna hold you til I die
Til we both break down and cry
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides

Romance and all its strategy
Leaves me battling with my pride
But through the insecurity
Some tenderness survives
I'm just another writer
Still trapped within my truth
A hesitant prize fighter
Still trapped within my youth

And sometimes when we touch
The honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I wanna hold you til I die
Til we both break down and cry
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides

At times I'd like to break you
And drive you to your knees
At times I'd like to break through
And hold you endlessly

At times I understand you
And I know how hard you've tried
I've watched while love commands you
And I've watched love pass you by

At times I think we're drifters
Still searching for a friend
A brother or a sister
But then the passion flares again

And sometimes when we touch
The honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I wanna hold you til I die
Til we both break down and cry
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides

Proud to be a Woman

Even in this day and age, women still face discrimination and prejudice. Yet, women all around the world continue to work hard and try to make a difference.

Mothers and housewives are the only workers that do not have off day and there is not regular working time for them. They sacrifice themselves to take care of their families and kids. The beauty of a woman is not just physical. It is the inner beauty that ignites their glory. Women deserve the right to be respected!

International Women's Day is celebrated on March 8th. This day celebrates the life of a woman who faces hardship with her inner strength. Happy Women's Day!

I'm celebrating Women's Day as I believe I've contributed as a woman, as a mother.

A charming woman doesn't follow the crowd. She is herself. - Loretta Young

Yamori

Lizards are the most unpleasant creature I've ever seen. They won't hurt you physically but they do hurt you mentally and psychologically. Don't you think so? Imagine when the lizard crawls on your leg and goes into your body. Eww! The sticky-icky feeling is just so disgusting. You can feel that they're cold blooded and they have the evil eyes! And they make the annoying clak clak clak sound! They're relatively harmless but I still prefer a reptile-free room.

Since there is a baby lizard staying in my room for about 1 week. I Google for methods to repel lizards from home. Here it is. I would like to share!

First, take an egg.

Secondly, empty the eggshell by making a hole on the broader side of the egg.

Lastly, wash the eggshell and put it somewhere near the door or the window. It will stop lizards from entering your room.

Warning: Do not break the eggshell from middle as in dividing it into 2 halves to make it empty. It will not function properly.

The Dark Perfection

Black Swan is a psychological thriller movie set in the world of New York City ballet. The beauty of Black Swan has been brought out of the film, directed by Darren Aronofsky. Black Swan stars Natalie Portman as Nina, undergoing psychological breakdown from a fragile ballet dancer to maddening psychotic black swan. Natalie Portman won the Oscar for Best Actress for her role as Nina. A must-watch movie indeed.

I was fully connected with Nina's emotion journey.

Full of rivalry and sensuality. A fantastic movie.

Nothing left for me to dream of

For all the love we've been through;

It has gone worthless.

For we have nothing in common now.

Even though we're still together;

We can never be one.

There isn't anything left, but disappointment.

Though love still remains, let it just fade ever after.

Let me live by my own, without you.

There won't be any words of love from me;

There won't be hope and dream on you;

Just keep all the memories within.

Appearance Counts

Do you ever have this feeling that people always look sarcastically at your appearance?

Whenever you have the "look", you can always enjoy people to serve you well.

Somehow if you look kind of the second earthly brand, hey self-service please.

In reality, people are judgmental in everything. Firstly, your appearance.

Appearance might not be everything. But something? Yes.

If you're born attractive, you are so gonna get benefits from it.

Even if you're not the natural beauty kind, so what?

Cover yourselves with 3 inches of makeup will do.

Attractive people tend to have attractive friends, as what I've seen. Vice versa.

Appearance is immediately more important than personality.

However its benefits wear off rather quick, then only personality comes forefront.

Appearance is not everything, but sadly it is what people judged on at first.

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I just want to be Okay

Step into the land of familiarity.

It reminds me of you.

The place where we met.

Where we had our first sparks.

Where we fell in love.

And where we ended our perfect affair.

Every "I was just joking";

Still bring a bit of seriousness.

Every " I don't know";

Still bring a bit of knowing.

Every time when I said "I don't care";

I'm still the one that care the most.

Every time when I said "I'm okay",

There's still a little of pain.

I wish you would turn back to me;

And ask again: "Are you really okay?"

I would have hug you tight;

And tell you I need you so much you know?

I miss you.

Tune of Life

Trough is a part of life.

You won't be on the crest all the time.

Somehow you just slump into the low point.

Just accept it, then try to enjoy it.

The course of life is like singing a song.

Keep staying high pitch might tire your voice.