Bitter Tears

I thought I have already moved on.

I thought I am strong enough.

I thought I won't cry for you.

All along I was just evading from it.

Life has been tiring.

Pretending not to love makes it worse.

Why do we still have to act like we don't care?

I bet you're suffering as well.

I know I'm dumb for still waiting.

Knowing this is not fate or soul mate.

Knowing chances are minimal.

But I still believe somewhat likely.

You worth for my waiting.

I would rather be stupid than getting regret.

I dare not to look into your eyes.

Because I'm afraid I'll fall in doubly.

Memories couldn't be erased;

And might become the eternal scar.

Tear drops are like beautiful crystals.

Recalling the sadness.

I cried; Tears get dried; Heartbroken.

Do my tears matter to you?

I do not regret loving you.