Shadows of ambiguity

I couldn't tell what am I praying for.
As I exhale rings of puff together with you.
I wanted to say, those dissatisfaction.
How do I capture your affection?
We seem like getting closer but we never touch.
Hovering in bittersweet memories, day by day.
I hesitated, to remain or just shied away.
Ambiguity is a senseless greed.

I couldn't see my own shadows;
Because I'm living in the shadows.