House of Water ?

It's 3am when my mom suddenly woke both my sister and I up, telling us the house is full of water - FLOOD! I was shocked and bounced out of my bed immediately. We rushed downstairs and what we saw was just water everywhere. Helpless.

Living for 20 years, this is the first ever flood I've seen. And it just happened at my house :(

The electricity has been cut off as there was short-circuit due to the flood. We immediately moved all the electronics to wherever that was not submerged in water.

The most pity member in the house was my pet dog - Mabel. She's a Daschund, being short enough to be submerged in the water, outside my house. Shivering in cold and couldn't even bark when we found her.

This is what we call disaster.

Shoes & heels outside my house flowed to elsewhere.

I wish I live in an apartment.

And few hours later, right after our house had been cleaned up, it started again~ OMFG

We're going to have a long day, or maybe days/week cleaning up.

I wish that God will stop the rain.

Please pray for us :)

Rain, Rain, Go Away;

Come again another day;

Little children want to play;

Rain, Rain, Go Away.

The Homecoming Girl

I'm heading home tomorrow, to my lovely Sandakan :)

I have a long To-Eat List :-

Steam Fish 蒸鱼

Yam with preserved meat 芋头扣肉

Sushi Buffet

Rice Wine Chicken 黄酒鸡

Bak Kut Teh 肉骨茶

Pig Rice Rolls 猪肠粉

Seafood Steamboat Buffet

Nasi Lemak 椰浆饭

Peanuts Pancake 夹饼

UFO tarts 牛屎挞

Moist Chocolate Cake

Mango Yoghurt

Aunt's Tasen Fish Crackers :)

Preserved Egg Dumplings 皮蛋饺

Sweet & Sour Crab 甜酸蟹

Fried Fritters 油炸鬼

Dumpling 粽子

Ginger Fried Mussels 姜葱沙白

Shrimp Dumplings 虾饺

Ginger Vinegar Egg 姜醋蛋

Egg tart 蛋挞

Spiral Shell 东风螺

Dumplings 锅贴

I'm gonna have a super duper huge tummy after holiday!

Venice. La Serenissima

I've just watched a movie which I've been craving since I saw the trailer months ago -

It's indeed a great thriller comedy. I would love to watch it again! Starring Angelina Jolie and Johnny Depp, both awesome casts have created fantastic match and attraction. The story revolves around Elise (Angelina Jolie) and Frank (Johnny Depp) in Venice, Italy. Angelina Jolie was being trailed by police and gangster as the man that she loves - Alexander Pearce has stolen a great amount of money from the gangster and wanted by the British Government for tax evasion. Eventually, she was told to pick a man in a train that resembles Pearce, and she picked Frank. So, it ended up Frank being tracked and seems like fate brought Elise and Frank together. However, it ended up Frank is actually the man that Elise loves, but he went for plastic surgery so that he can have a new life. Really unexpected storyline!

The movie is mostly taken in Venice, which makes me fall in love with this city. Venice has been known as the City of Water or The Floating City. It is also undoubtedly the most beautiful city built by men. I found Venice romantic. How I wish I can have my honeymoon there with him.

Sorry That I Loved You

This song reminds me of you

Everyone around reminds me of you

Everything around reminds me of you

The truth really did hurt me

Knowing there's no way we'll get back together

I'll just step out of your life and never look back

Bitter Tears

I thought I have already moved on.

I thought I am strong enough.

I thought I won't cry for you.

All along I was just evading from it.

Life has been tiring.

Pretending not to love makes it worse.

Why do we still have to act like we don't care?

I bet you're suffering as well.

I know I'm dumb for still waiting.

Knowing this is not fate or soul mate.

Knowing chances are minimal.

But I still believe somewhat likely.

You worth for my waiting.

I would rather be stupid than getting regret.

I dare not to look into your eyes.

Because I'm afraid I'll fall in doubly.

Memories couldn't be erased;

And might become the eternal scar.

Tear drops are like beautiful crystals.

Recalling the sadness.

I cried; Tears get dried; Heartbroken.

Do my tears matter to you?

I do not regret loving you.

Unpredictable

Life is simple, it's just not easy.

There is no question that life has its difficulties.

Sometimes I just get fed up with life.

I hope I can foreseen my future.

So that I would know what to do.

I'm tired of struggling.

I hate making decision.

Living is kinda tiring.

Life is just so unpredictable.

Thank You Lord

God listens to my prayer :)

When I feel helpless

Dear Father Lord in Heaven,

Can You hear me?

Thanks for everything.

I'm sorry for letting You down once again.

I know I don't deserve to be forgiven.

But I wish You'll still give me another chance.

Amen.

Does Monogamy exist ?

Monogamy is a habit of one adult male and one adult female, forming a lifelong pair bond.

However, monogamy is extremely rare among mammals as living habit;

Practically only 3 percent of mammals are naturally monogamous.

As statistics speak for themselves - about half of the marriages end in divorce.

Do men and women really have hard time being faithful to each other?

Theoretically they are monogamy but somehow need some excitement?

Or human beings just simply enjoy getting into affairs?

Maybe people cheat simply because they are not strong enough to break up with their significant other in order to get the new person.

Maybe people cheat simply because they are afraid to hurt the person they so called "love".

But do they ever think that someday the person might get to know the truth;

When the person gets to know has all along been cheated;

Can the person deal with the depressions and disappointment?

If you really love the person, you won't cheat the person.

Boredom is another reason that caused monogamy to fail.

And I assume this is the root of all.

It's tough to keep that edge throughout a relationship

Your relationship starts off grand then level off;

Eventually both of you realize what is life.

When you meet someone else,

The inaugural excitement of a new relationship kicks back in.

Why can't people just break up as soon as you have an urge to cheat?

Why can't people go in relationship in one-on-one basis?

Or is it natural to have the temptation?

Or temptation is a sign that the relationship is losing its fire?

It is your choice whether you want to be monogamous.

The reason for you to cheat is just an excuse.

Happy Birthday 妹♥

생일 축하

Deceit ?

Why do most of the couples lie to each other?

The romantic relationships are often not what they seem to be like.

Most couples claim trust built their love.

In fact, reality doesn't always work that way.

Do you really think that your partner is so trustworthy?

Love is just full of lies, betrayal and deception.

Couples often lie about their feelings for each other;

And the feelings they have for others.

Level of commitment doesn't really matter.

Since even you commit by getting married,

you can always get divorced easily.

Marriage is like buying yourselves a paper of commitment.

Does the marriage certificate guarantee a happy marriage?

Or are you sure your spouse won't betray you after you get married?

Sometimes people tend to overlook, downplay or ignore the paradoxes in love.

It works very well if they do not carry out the problem and confront.

However, we have to always prepare ourselves until the day comes.

Because your spouse might intentionally or unintentionally lie to you someday.

People often claim they are just overprotective ;

So they choose to make white lies;

Which they think white lies protect their spouse from being hurt.

We think we know our spouse well.

In fact, it is just the trust we used to believe,

That provides us a sense of security and comfort.

As we trust our spouse more,

We become more confident but less accurate in determining the truth.

In a nutshell, close relationships create wonderful opportunity for deception to occur.

We place the most trust on the person that will most likely deceive us.

The 1st post of 2011

I'm too coward to begin again.

How I wish I can delete my memory like a computer does.