Ich vermisse dich

I miss her.
And I know she misses me as much.
She's waiting for my return day by day.
I can feel that she's been questioning :
"Where's Mommy?"


I'm sorry for letting you to wait.
Sorry that I couldn't provide you the best.
Sorry that I couldn't be by your side all the time.
But, I love you so much.

Trick or Treat

Halloween falls on the 31st of October. It is an annual holiday for US, UK, Canada and Ireland! But why not Malaysia :( I think that Halloween is fun because everyone can attend costume parties and go for trick-or-treating!

However trick-or-treating game does not seem to be widespread in Malaysia and i never see anyone practice this cultural game here before. It is actually a customary celebration for children during Halloween. Children dress up in their Halloween costumes and go from house to house in the neighborhood asking for treats as in candies or sometimes money, with the question "Trick or Treat?". The word trick refers to a threat to perform to the house owner if no treat is given. Isn't it fun? :D


Halloween costumes are traditionally modeled after monsters such as ghosts,vampires, witches and devils. While over time, the costume selection extended to a variety of choices such as princess, pirates and ninja. Some even dress up like celebrities such as Lady Gaga.

What is your favorable Halloween costumes this year? For me, I've decided to dress up like a dead Geisha. I bought a Kimono costumes but not traditional one, it's short and sexy :)

And I'm going to make a hairdo in traditional Japanese way with a rotten flower on it. I'll put on terrifying makeup with red hot lipsticks and pale skin inspired by Zhi-Yi Zhang in The Geisha movie. The best attraction could be a bleeding wound on my neck that I wish to draw it with cosmetics so that it would look like a vampire's bite!

There will be a Halloween Party in Club9, Ipoh on 6th November. Sigh I hope they can make it on 30th October. They should have because it's Halloween's eve. Let's just hope they'll make it. I'm gonna attend for sure :D

Affection

Sometimes we let affection go unspoken;
Sometimes we let love go unexpressed;
Sometimes we can't find words to express our feelings;
Especially towards the one we love the most.

Do not be afraid of showing your affection. Be warm and tender.
A word of concern gives more pleasure than a present.

And finally I can feel his affection, it melts my heart.
He really does concern about me.
He'll gets jealous and worried like any other guys.
He says that I'm special for him.
He's no longer a playboy.
He says he ♥ me.

Never regret anything you had done with a sincere affection.

20102010

It's 20.10.2010 today.

A special day which we meet only once in our life time.

Appreciate everyone around us as they appear in our life time.

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Past Tense

We used to laugh together
We used to sleep together
We used to giggle together
We used to cry together
We used to hang out together
We used to be upset together
We used to take pictures together
We used to gossip together
We used to share everything together
We used to dance together
We used to be insane together
We used to go to club together
We used to shout out loud together
We used to cook together
We used to eat together
We used to go shopping together
We used to hunt for excitement together
We used to play dota together

We used to care for each other
We used to pamper each other
We used to love each other
We used to be happy for each other
We used to be close friends

But now, that's just Past Tense.

Bliss

To Love is Nothing

To Be Loved is Something

To Love and Be Loved is Everything ♥

Küssen

Love just started with simply a kiss.
Kissing is the expression of love without words.
Sensations of touch, taste and smell involved.
The most romantic way to express thoughts to beloved one.

Küss mich! Ich liebe dich !

Happy Birthday to You

It's Michelle's Birthday :)

I wanna greet you

Happy Birthday ♥

Have a great time with Emmanuel & your husband

May God bless you and your family

Your wishes will come true!

10.10.10

I'm in love ♥ A memorable day

Bon Voyage

I don't like the feeling of farewell. Weeps. :(

Train station is one of the sadness place.

Looking at the leaving shadow.
I had a heartache.
Anyway, Bon voyage.

Losing Grip

I live a dramatically life even though I'm just a 19 years old teenager.
I was rebellious, disobedient and all sorts of bad things.
I knew it but I just somehow couldn't get the dark side of me out.

I've made a lot of mistakes before in this young age.
Almost all the worst things had already been done by me.
Maybe on a the "15 worst thing to do list", I've done 13? LOL

However, lucky to be a blessed girl by God, the precious one in my family, I was given so many chances to change and move on to the right path.
Once and once I told myself to change and appreciate those chances.
Indeed, I'm the one who finally made the one that loves me disappointed.
Sometimes I had all my flashbacks of my past and saw the naive me, nothing else but regrets and I wish I had never live.


Now, I'm like standing on an endless staircase which I couldn't see what would happen if I choose to move on and go forward or should I might as well turn backwards?
I hope there's someone to lead me on.
All the sorrows now and then.
Do I still have or deserve a future?
I don't know.

Turtles

A sea turtle who was hatched in 1959 spends the next 50 years traveling the world while it is being changed by global warming. I want to watch this cute cartoon :D I think it might be fun~

I'm 19 ♥

Marriage

All marriages are happy.

It's the living together afterward

that causes all the trouble.