Cotton Love

Over the years we've been through, we both changed.

But there's something that never fade in time;

Your love towards me.

You are so overprotective, you get jealous easily.

You still couldn't control your temper sometimes,

When it's issue related to me.

But I know it's all because you love me so much.

I do appreciate your love and care.

You pamper me all the time.

You treat me like a princess.

I can be myself when I'm with you.

You are willing to forgive me no matter what.

Thought there were hard times we've been through,

But I think nothing gonna change our relationship.

When I have no one to talk to,

You are always the one that I call.

Even I've done such big mistakes,

You can still tolerate.

You'll be the one walking with me for the rest of my life.

And I miss you.

Happy Anniversary!

Life just goes on

To be strong,

Is not having your heart stoned;

It is even when you have tears in your eyes,

You can still smile.

Alienation

Till then I realized,

As long as 2 persons have separated;

No matter how close they used to be,

They will gradually become alienated to each other.

Distance of love

If we met each other earlier, we might not be holding others' hands. Or maybe if we would meet each other later, then we would experience more about tolerance and compromise in love, and perhaps when we came together, we won't let go of each other so easily. Somehow, there won't be earlier or later step in love, it is just a rare fate.

The most pitiful distance is that when two persons used to be strangers, then they met and fell in love, became so close to each other. But as time goes by, fall out of love, two persons that used to be so close just fall apart so far, even further than before. And the most hurtful thing is neither when you live in sorrows nor you can't erase memories. It is that the person that you love so much still don't understand the loneliness you're feeling, even when you're heart broken but still, you couldn't cry capriciously.

There is like a tacit agreement between us even after we broke up. We walked pass each other, so close yet we still look calm , although deep inside our heart, we've known each other so well but still we manage to pretend like we don't know each other or pretend like we didn't see each other. We understand each other so much, don't we?

Don't cry

Simple women's wants are not simple

You can always see actress of TV drama telling the actor that: "What I want is just to be a simple woman, who has a man to love me, get married then have kids, live happily ever after".

This sentence speaks out the voice of most women. However, women still question why is this simple wants difficult to be achieved? But think about it, is this wants really that simple?

Firstly: Is it really easy to get a good man that truly loves you?

Secondly: Will this particular good man love you forever? How can you guarantee that he wont't cheat on you someday? Is he the man that will live with you the rest of your life? Or he is just another passer-by?

Thirdly: Are you really going to love and care him wholeheartedly? Are you willing to sacrifice and dedicate your whole life to him?

You might never get the answer for these questions. The scenes of people meeting each other, falling in love and then breaking up are played in your everyday lives. We can see the wants of simple women are not simple at all.

See ya, Tangerines

Today is Chap Goh Mei, that resembles ending of the celebration of Chinese New Year.

No more fireworks, firecrackers, and lion dance until next year.

No more red packets, tangerines and new year cakes.

There is a tradition during Chap Goh Mei:-

Toss tangerines into the sea/river and your true love will pick it up.

I hope he's the one that pick up my tangerine.

White feather

Sometimes it isn't good when you easily get habitual;

Or even when you have an excellent memory.

Because it is always easy to know someone;

Whereby you'll find it very difficult to forget.

Hence, I become timid in love.

What I need now is feeling of secure.

I often comfort myself being single is good;

As long as I have my friends around me.

I've forgotten the feeling of being a girlfriend.

So when he appears, I panic and fear.

Please don't evoke memories of him;

Because I'm just too coward.

I just want ease of living, nothing more.

Single to Mingle

Being single does not symbolize unwanted.

It is just because you have not meet the right person yet.

Wait for the true love, even if it takes a lifetime.

When you meet the right person, appreciate and love wholeheartedly.

Being alone doesn't mean unhappy.

Owning someone doesn't mean it lasts forever.

Losing someone doesn't mean no longer have.

Love is ..

Can someone prove to me it is?

Letter to Mr. Cupid

Dear Mr Cupid,

It's Valentine's Day. However, it isn't the greatest day of the year for those who don't have a companion today, like me. Valentine's Day suppose to be another ordinary day but people celebrate it as a symbolic day to express love for their partner. I was told that everyday is valentine's day if you found the right person, indeed. Sarcastically, I still feel lonely. Why? Because couples around me made me feel worst today since I'm all alone. No chocolates, no roses, no love notes, NO companion :( I wish I could have someone to spend my valentine's with. At least I can make this day meaningful by preparing a valentine's gift for my date. Now I hand you my heart. Can you use your arrow to send it to my special him?

With love,

Zoe

Dear 彤彤

I miss the time we spent together at home

You wake me up every morning

Wanting me to make you milk

Asking where is Papa? Yiyi? Popo?

I have to answer all your questions

Or else you will repeat nonstop

You are very choosy with your outfit

Then you must watch lion dance dvd

Although you have watched countless times

You can even remember every movements

You sing with a torchlight

You hate when I wanna brush your teeth

You like to eat mee mee during lunch

You are stubborn in everything

Sometimes you forgot to tell me you wanna pee

You won't drink water unless added Ribena

You love 100 plus and bear bear biscuits

You are crazy in Mickey Mouse

You snore when you sleep

You like to peel off the skin on mandarin orange

You like to go to Giant

You always want me to play mahjong with you

You lay on the floor when you throw tantrum

You wipe off my tears and ask why when I cry

I miss you so much

First second of Homesick

Time for boarding;

Waving goodbye to my love ones;

My heart weeped.

Once I walked into the boarding room;

I felt lonely.

Everyone around has companion;

Some with family;

Some with friends;

Some with spouse;

While I was all alone.

Announcement called for departure.

Time to leave my homeland.

Sitting next to me on the plane is a couple;

With their daughter - almost same age as TungTung.

It reminds of my lovely daughter :'(

I fell asleep right after meal.

I smiled in my dream;

I dreamed of my family.

I don't know why I woke up in tears.

Is this homesick?

I love window seat.

Fun to look at clouds and sea.

Somehow I fear to see the lights of KL.

Because it means arrival.

I stepped into the terminal.

I had an urge to buy a return ticket.

Too bad I don't have the courage to do so.

The fear of shamefulness stopped me.

I feel so alone.

I never had this feeling at home.

I miss home so much :'(

Can I go back for good?

There's an END in FRIEND

Do you remember when we used to be best friends?

The time that we share every thought and feeling?

All the smile and laugh we've been together?

Oh, and did you remember how'd you broke my heart?

I trusted you as my friend, wholeheartedly.

But you stabbed on my back.

I thought friends help through rough times,

Not putting me through them?

But once again you used me.

I understand that everyone is selfish.

Maybe you're just overprotective of yourself.

But at least if you admit and apologize;

It won't be that hurtful.

You lied to me and broke our trust.

And yet you act like it's not your fault.

Trust takes years to build, but only a second to break.

Happy Rabbit Year :D

Happy Chinese New Year~

This is my Cho 1 look :)

As tradition sayings : Red is good

So must wear red shirt on Cho 1

Must snap snap since all of us wear beautiful shirts

Heading to have reunion vegetarian breakfast

With my family, grandma and uncle's family

Wish everyone a prosperous Rabbit year

Gong Hei Fatt Choi :)