Thursday, September 22, 2011

Lesson of Life


I learned to be strong;
As there isn't anyone who coaxes when I cried.
I learned to be brave;
As there isn't anyone who protects when I fear.
I learned to bear;
As there isn't anyone who helps when I need.
I learned self-reliance;
As there isn't anyone to rely on when I collapse.

I no longer fear of the darkness,
I no longer fear of tiny insects,
I no longer fear of loneliness,
I no longer fear of cold.
Because I have to learn to live when I'm all alone.

Wednesday, September 21, 2011

Red Rose & White Rose




I believe each man may have had these two women; or at least two:-
"The holy white rose and the hot red rose".

Once he has married the red rose,
As time goes by,
The red rose changes to the red touch of mosquito blood on the wall;
While the white rose is still the beautiful moonlight out of the window.

However once he has married the white rose,
The white rose becomes the tiny sticky rice dipped on his shirt;
While the red rose is still like the cherry angioma on his chest.

Time beautifies the pulsation and polished the excitement.
The things you can't get are always causing commotion.

Wednesday, September 7, 2011

My Girl

Isn't she cute? :)

Monday, September 5, 2011

Letters to Juliet


""What" and "If" are two words as non-threatening as words can be. But put them together side-by-side and they have the power to haunt you for the rest of your life: What if...?

I don't know how your story ended but if what you felt then was true love, then it's never too late. If it was true then, why wouldn't it be true now? You need only the courage to follow your heart.

I don't know what a love like Juliet's feels like - love to leave loved ones for, love to cross oceans for but I'd like to believe if I ever were to feel it, that I will have the courage to seize it. And, Claire, if you didn't, I hope one day that you will."


I've just watched this awesome movie and would love to share because it's a story worth telling! Letters to Juliet is an American romantic comedy movie, starring Amanda Seyfried, Chris Egan and Vanessa Redgrave. It's worth watching. Hilarious and romantic. :)

Searching for your soul mate is a romantic journey and it's never too late. No matter how long it takes to meet your true love, 10 years, 30 years or 50 years; if you have the courage, you will soon meet the one. And once you've found him/her, you should never let go.

Indulgence

How'd I wish I could release my indulgence.
Like stop whatever I'm doing now.
Fuck the studies, leave this lifeless place;
Rob a bank and get a huge amount of cash;
Run away to an unknown place with my love ones.
Start a new luxurious life doing stuffs that flatter me.
And this is ridiculous.
Because I'm still too rational to un-restraint myself.
Life is a messy bits.

Sunday, September 4, 2011

Friday, September 2, 2011

Killing Me Softly


The more you tend to cover, the more truth reveals.
You answered me, but you'll never tell the details.
While it is discovered, the disappointment kills.
You told me I have a good temper and wonderful personality;
Hence, you take me for granted.
You expect me to forgive.
Forgiving is easy; Forgetting is ridiculous.

Every night when I close my eyes;
Tear drops as flashbacks appear.
No way for us to talk.
Talking leads us to argument.
To remain peace, we would rather leave problems unsolved.
And this is what killing me softly.

Here Comes The Bride

There are many wonderful things about weddings.
Friends around me are getting married.
I never had or in other words, I never dare to:
Have a wedding dream.
I never thought my own wedding.
Because I'm not qualify anymore for a perfect wedding.
Still, I find wedding dresses are beautiful.
Maybe someday I might get the chance to be a bride?
I found Vera Wong's wedding gowns are awesome.
I wish to have one during my wedding :)
Can I?

No Reason to Love

To be true, fairy tales won't come true.
To be mean, every happy ending end with a camouflaging lie.
There is no reason to love.
That's why we're in love and, at the same time, in pain.
We feel the pain but somehow we couldn't stop loving.
Or in other word, we're all self-abusive.

As time goes by, you get to know your partner more thoroughly.
And then, you realize and you understand.
You hated this person so much but you just couldn't leave him.
You can get 1000 reasons to leave, but there just 1 reason to keep you staying.
A person doesn't necessarily need another person to live.
But it's just a habitual act that the person want another person to be with.

I realize my man is just another typical man.
I'm rational enough to know he's not the one again.
But I'm irrational enough to get myself out of this.
So I decided to keep this going, keep holding on.
Till someday when I couldn't take it anymore.
I might disappear and keep the greatest thing within.