Sugar is Sweet

"Let me look after you, alright?"

I smile, heart melts and breathe stops.

For all the while I suffered in silence;

For all the time I had been an ostrich;

Finally, I know things work if I wait.

Though there were times I got hurt;

Though there were times I weeped;

Though there were times I got offended;

But it's worth for what I'm having now.

I don't want much, don't be greedy in love.

Satisfaction is more than enough.

I wish that he is the right one;

And will be the last one that walks into my life.

10 Commandment of Love

Distance - Test of Love

I'd say, physical distance is a test of true love.

Couples can be perfect when they're together.

Couples spend most of their time together;

Knowing each other's life and routine;

But when they have to be separated physically,

How long can they withstand?

Couples should be grateful that they can stay long distance for some while;

Because this shows the purity in their true worth of relationship;

Despite others that might only live in lies, nothing else but sex.

Sometimes absence in physical abstract makes the hearts fonder.

It is just how attached and bonded both of you could be.

If both of you are willing to spend time to communicate;

Distance won't be hindering the ignition of love.

Honesty, trust and time never fail.

Sometimes distance increases the perception of beauty in love.

Because you're always on my mind.

Wish You're Here

I don't know where I am.

I know I'm falling down.

Somehow I feel I'm wasted.

I'm such a failure in everything.

In every role I played or am playing.

Everything seems to be my fault.

There's no one here with me.

I'm lost I'm tired I break down.

I need a shoulder to rely on.

And you are the man I need.

Though we seem to be so far apart.

I know you're holding me on.

But still I wish you're here.

I miss you.

Guilty In Your Romance

How I wish rationality could calm me down

Despite fatality, I rely on the lively impulses

I betray myself completely for you

For the world's most guilty sin -

Being too emotional and sentimental

But still I like this offence

Romance is so ruthless and inhuman

And I've fallen into this trap of scam

In challenge of the border line of morality

If we could meet earlier there won't be war

I believe I would end up crying in the end

If I continue to mess in the bound with you

But I'm stubborn enough wanting chaos with you

I just feel warm having you beside me

Even though I couldn't tell the world you're mine

I know you don't want to clarify

You just enjoy having me

Insecurity

Jealousy is a sign of insecurity in relationship.

Why do I feel insecure?

Because I love you so much that I fear I'll lose you.

Yes, I'm lack of self-confidence.

I have flaws which made me into an inadequate person.

Gorgeous people walking down the streets made this universe heavenly.

There are so many pretty faces around you.

I just wish that you'll gently touch my cheeks and tell me:

"You are so beautiful darling, I love you."

Mother's Day :)

Before I was a Mother,

I slept as late as I wanted and never worried how late I got into bed.

I spent most of my time doing non-profitable useless stuffs.

I waited for my mother to do all the chores.

I had time to do get my hair and nails done.

I had always dressed nice and looked great wherever I go.

Before I was a Mother,

I never got up every 30 minutes in the middle of the night.

I never been puked on or pooped on or spitted on.

I never clean pee or poops for someone else.

I never held a screaming child for an injection.

I never looked into teary eyes and fed in terrible medicine.

I never stayed up late hours watching a baby sleep.

I never feel gloriously happy over a simple grin.

Before I was a Mother,

I never knew I could love someone so much.

I never knew I would love being a mother.

I never knew the feeling of having my heart out of my body.

I never felt the bond between a mother and her child.

I had never known the warmth, the joy, the love, the heartache and the satisfaction of being a mother.

Thank You Mom.

You are always the best Mom.

Path of Unfaithful Women

It is said that when a man is with two women at the same time;

It is because he likes both, so he couldn't choose either one.

But when a woman is with two men at the same time;

She isn't that fond of both of them, being forced to have both.

I think it is right. Women feel sorrow when they're being unfaithful.

If she could choose one, she wouldn't want to own two men at the same time.

Women prefer loyalty, they see it as love and happiness.

Unfaithful women envy women whom constantly sacrifice for their men;

Because this symbolizes love.

When a woman loves a man, she invests the most effort for her man;

Even though she is physically and mentally fatigue, she still feel blissful.

Unfaithful women couldn't enjoy the happiness of truly loving a man.

That's why depressed and confused.

They hope for miracle so that they can fulfill their election;

Eliminating the worries caused by infidelity.

Be concern of unfaithful women.

Having a man not deeply in love is a suffering task.

Then came another one to relieve the previous pressure;

In fact, could not love him wholeheartedly as well.

Therefore, formed a doubled anguish.

And unfaithful women couldn't get true love.

I always understand the plight of women who cheat.

If you are satisfied, why would you be unfaithful?

Path of women's infidelity is a difficult way.

I'm sorry

I know you've been waiting for this day.

To see me to hug me and to be pampered by me.

Held and waited for so long for a reunion.

I knew it's my fault for making this mistake.

I failed to be a mother i know.

I'm so sorry, TungTung.

I couldn't do as what I promised.

To go back to you today.

I know you miss me so much.

I'm sorry. Please don't hate Mommy.