Betrayal of Trust- Affair

Each betrayal begins with trust.
Trust is fragile.
It can be lost instantly;
Or there is a hysteresis whereby a long-earned trust eroded and then suddenly lost.

The greater trust that you had put in a person,
The greater impact the betrayal has on you.

Betrayal is about learning not to idealize external sources.
Love is whatever you can still betray;
Betrayal can only happen if you love.

Affairs are loaded with romanticism, morality, mythology and intense emotion.

Pay the price for your betrayal, to whom who betrayed.
Betrayals and affairs are now exciting games for me.
So, game on.

Difficulties of Life

The sweetest joy of life,
Comes from the fruit of sorrow.

The most beautiful things of life,
Comes from the sow of suffer.

We need to experience difficulties,
Before we know how to comfort others.

Happy Birthday to A Long Lost You

I was recalling your first birthday with me when I was 15;
When life is simple, no fancy dresses nor beautiful cars;
We were not controlled by sinful money.
Our love was passionate and romantic.
I was blindly in love with you.
I gifted you my most precious as your birthday gift.
And there was this promise that you would be my forever partner.

When we were together,
I had this smile that no one would ever seen.
Because it's just you that would make me smile this way.

We were happy over simple things;
We laughed when we sat together in class;
We giggled when we had lunch together;
We were happy even we traveled by bus and walked;
We were flattered when we ate our self-cooked meals;
We had silly thoughts of our future.

And now, we're not talking to each other at all.
I wonder where you are. I miss you.
If I could ever met you again,
I would say "Thank You".
Not merely a thank you I'd always say.
But thank you for being a lesson of my life.

One could fall in love many times during the course of a lifetime,
But the first rush of love always holds a special place in our hearts.

Some people turned around, left but someday you still reunite.
Some people turned around and became a passer-by of your life.
To meet is a kind of fate.
To leave is a kind of fate as well.

Other than letting go, what you can only do is still let go.

The Time-Keeper

Meet, Is when two tortuous timeline collides together.
And then made up me and you.
And that is when the time-keeper starts managing our love.

Love is a slow soul.
In this journey, there are lots of setbacks.
We aim to reach happiness.
But in the end, some are happy, some stop loving.

Loneliness is a kind of knowledge
How many times of heartbreak are needed to fulfill our will?
Then we think that our time-keepers are cruel and unfair.

"Dear time-keeper,
We won't give up, we will keep on striving.
But please, let me know the time or a date;
When me and my love are parallel and collide."

June 0406

It has been 6 years.
Maybe today you've already forgotten;
And I'm the only one still missing those days.
How ironic.

 I revisit the old places we used to go;
 I didn't know my heart still weeps, and tears drop.
I often think, are you holding her to sleep?
Or are you missing the old days like I do?
What if, we're still holding hands?
However, I have no right to complain anymore.
I made no courage to talk about the old times;
To tell you that I'm sorry.

 We were so young and unwise.
We thought that love was easy.
When I look back, we were boy and girl.
Now, we've both grown up.
Still, I'm always afraid to talk to you;
Though we've never talked for 3 years.
I wouldn't want to talk about living with you;
Because I know I'd live better if we're together.
And I'm regret over our childish dispute.

 It's June 2012. And I'm still missing you.

A Hundred Years of Solitude

Maybe it's because of me,
you pursuit the freedom of loneliness.

Sorrow is true; Tear is fake;
 There isn't any cause of consequence;

After a hundred years, both of us won't exist.

Sorrow is fictional

Wound is scarring.
Petals covered the cemetery of my heart.
Our story will ultimately be cremated.

We no longer linger.
It is worthless to waste the rest of our limited lives on this sad romance.
Although it is distressing to have each other only return the care with a friend's identity.

There ain't any perfect love;
As we are human beings, with flesh and blood;
We're not from fairy tales nor soup opera.
No matter how hard we show our love,
It isn't necessarily that we get another person in full possession
If you want to learn how maintain a good relationship;
You must first understand what is it like to lose a relationship.

We have walked through sweet times;
Thus, there shouldn't be any tears now.
As the best picture has been captured in our hearts.

Sorrow couldn't be identify by test tube;
Sorrow isn't a real thing - not a chemical analogy real substance derived from a test tube.
So why not take sorrow as fictional?

Put down the burden of memories,
Cherish the present one.