I don't want that

We spent a wonderful time together

I've started to miss you once I said goodbye

I hate this kind of relationship

More than a friend but not yet a couple

You told me I'm a special friend for you

But what I hope is more than a special friend

We're so close yet I could not enter your heart

I can't wait to know what will we become in the future

I just hope you would not hesitate anymore

Just a little bit more courage to go

As long as you say you love me;

You'll have me

R.I.P young man

I believe everyone has been acknowledged about the top news recently : "A 22 years old good looking guy who committed suicide because his girl dumped him".

People tend to blame it on the girl but then in this era, everyone is just dumping each other. It's just that the girl is the unlucky one which she met a guy that really died for her. So stop blaming whoever. It might be disrespectful to claim that the guy is brainless. Some might think that he is brave enough to make the commitment "till death do us apart" but look, it's just a 4-months relationship. Do you think it is worth that your parents raised you up for 22 years while you just end your life in such naive way? Please consider for your family and friends before you do anything that would hurt them. Ending up your life gives them endless sorrows.

In a nutshell, stupidity and irrationality killed him.

I feel sad for his family. As a mother, I would think what if my daughter does the same shit? I couldn't imagine losing my child. Especially if my child is the one that chose to end her own life. Dying for someone is definitely not worthy and extremely stupid. People that really love you would hope that you live your life with fullness, not hurting yourselves. Hurting yourselves might at the same time hurt the people that love you. Suiciding is just selfish.

To most of the people, the biggest fear on earth is death. Life is precious. People get old, sick and die. We must do all the good things and do not waste any moment of our life. Who knows what would happen next? The fear of failing in relationships and the fear of losing someone you love are just a minor fear of your life. We should never stop living until God calls for you.

However, I still express my condolences for Alviss Kong and his family. Rest in Peace.

Treasure your LIFE.

Loved Once

Do you really want to take a break?

I wish I could hold you tight once again

I wish I could be your baby girl

I wish I could wait for you to come back to me

I wish I could let you to embrace my gentle

I wish I could tell you how much I miss you

How can you leave me in the dark?

How can you let me to wipe my own tears?

How can you bear to let me walk alone?

How can you be that cruel to stay away?

How can you forget our memories?

How can you let me to wait endlessly?

Maybe my love isn't enough for you

Maybe you really wish to walk away

Maybe I'm not brave enough to retrieve

Maybe I should move on

I hope missing you can be an excuse for me to forget about you

7000 miles away

We're getting further apart from each other

As in the distance of geographical and psychological

We are experiencing different time zone and culture now

I have no idea what are you doing ; who are u seeing

I want to talk to you so much

And I feel so untouched now;

I need you so much

I wish I'd never say goodbye

Maybe both of us are just too selfish

To spare some time for each other

We have been set free after moments of Zen

There are so much desperations craving

I started to doubt of our relationship

Will it still remain till the day you come back to me?

Somehow I couldn't forget about you

As I've gone insane since the day I met you

I want you here so much

It's not enough to just say I miss you

Simple isn't just simple

I always convince myself to live a meaningful youth life

But reality always seems to be different as what I hope

What I hope is just a simple life

But the simplest life ain't really that easy

Because nowadays people are just complicated

People I know might not be my friends

While my friends might betray me someday

I do not know when I'll be betrayed by one of them

All I could see are hidden devilish and fakes