The First Love

First Love;

You'll never forget his/her name,
But you'll never wanna talk about him/her;
You'll never erase the memories,
But you hate that you still remember;
You'll never delete his/her contact number,
But you'll never call nor text;
You'll never greet him/her when you meet,
But your heart weeps after that;
You'll never hesitate to pass by his/her house,
But you'll never ring the doorbell;
You'll never tell how much you missed and loved him/her,
But you'll keep feeling sorry and regretful.

Somehow I still miss my first love.
I hope "what if" works.

Overload Love

Usually people fall for each other before they really get to know the partner.

As time goes by, you found out that there are lots you didn't know bout him/her.

Then you start to realize you finally know who him/her really is.

And so, you know you couldn't get along with this person for knowing him/her thoroughly.

In the end, you say goodbye and leave.

That's how most of the couple behave.

Because people just want to pour their overload love on someone.

And once they met this someone who they didn't really know thoroughly,

They pour their love like guys ejaculating their sperms.

For once you thought this is the right one.

And then, you realized you fall into a black hole.

Lesson of Life

I learned to be strong;

As there isn't anyone who coaxes when I cried.

I learned to be brave;

As there isn't anyone who protects when I fear.

I learned to bear;

As there isn't anyone who helps when I need.

I learned self-reliance;

As there isn't anyone to rely on when I collapse.

I no longer fear of the darkness,

I no longer fear of tiny insects,

I no longer fear of loneliness,

I no longer fear of cold.

Because I have to learn to live when I'm all alone.

Red Rose & White Rose

I believe each man may have had these two women; or at least two:-

"The holy white rose and the hot red rose".

Once he has married the red rose,

As time goes by,

The red rose changes to the red touch of mosquito blood on the wall;

While the white rose is still the beautiful moonlight out of the window.

However once he has married the white rose,

The white rose becomes the tiny sticky rice dipped on his shirt;

While the red rose is still like the cherry angioma on his chest.

Time beautifies the pulsation and polished the excitement.

The things you can't get are always causing commotion.

My Girl

Isn't she cute? :)

Letters to Juliet

""What" and "If" are two words as non-threatening as words can be. But put them together side-by-side and they have the power to haunt you for the rest of your life: What if...?

I don't know how your story ended but if what you felt then was true love, then it's never too late. If it was true then, why wouldn't it be true now? You need only the courage to follow your heart.

I don't know what a love like Juliet's feels like - love to leave loved ones for, love to cross oceans for but I'd like to believe if I ever were to feel it, that I will have the courage to seize it. And, Claire, if you didn't, I hope one day that you will."

I've just watched this awesome movie and would love to share because it's a story worth telling! Letters to Juliet is an American romantic comedy movie, starring Amanda Seyfried, Chris Egan and Vanessa Redgrave. It's worth watching. Hilarious and romantic. :)

Searching for your soul mate is a romantic journey and it's never too late. No matter how long it takes to meet your true love, 10 years, 30 years or 50 years; if you have the courage, you will soon meet the one. And once you've found him/her, you should never let go.

Indulgence

How'd I wish I could release my indulgence.

Like stop whatever I'm doing now.

Fuck the studies, leave this lifeless place;

Rob a bank and get a huge amount of cash;

Run away to an unknown place with my love ones.

Start a new luxurious life doing stuffs that flatter me.

And this is ridiculous.

Because I'm still too rational to un-restraint myself.

Life is a messy bits.

She Will Be Loved

Hope so.

Killing Me Softly

The more you tend to cover, the more truth reveals.

You answered me, but you'll never tell the details.

While it is discovered, the disappointment kills.

You told me I have a good temper and wonderful personality;

Hence, you take me for granted.

You expect me to forgive.

Forgiving is easy; Forgetting is ridiculous.

Every night when I close my eyes;

Tear drops as flashbacks appear.

No way for us to talk.

Talking leads us to argument.

To remain peace, we would rather leave problems unsolved.

And this is what killing me softly.

Here Comes The Bride

There are many wonderful things about weddings.

Friends around me are getting married.

I never had or in other words, I never dare to:

Have a wedding dream.

I never thought my own wedding.

Because I'm not qualify anymore for a perfect wedding.

Still, I find wedding dresses are beautiful.

Maybe someday I might get the chance to be a bride?

I found Vera Wong's wedding gowns are awesome.

I wish to have one during my wedding :)

Can I?

No Reason to Love

To be true, fairy tales won't come true.

To be mean, every happy ending end with a camouflaging lie.

There is no reason to love.

That's why we're in love and, at the same time, in pain.

We feel the pain but somehow we couldn't stop loving.

Or in other word, we're all self-abusive.

As time goes by, you get to know your partner more thoroughly.

And then, you realize and you understand.

You hated this person so much but you just couldn't leave him.

You can get 1000 reasons to leave, but there just 1 reason to keep you staying.

A person doesn't necessarily need another person to live.

But it's just a habitual act that the person want another person to be with.

I realize my man is just another typical man.

I'm rational enough to know he's not the one again.

But I'm irrational enough to get myself out of this.

So I decided to keep this going, keep holding on.

Till someday when I couldn't take it anymore.

I might disappear and keep the greatest thing within.

I'm Okay

To maintain a relationship,

I learn to be blind; for what shouldn't be seen.

I learn to be deaf; for what shouldn't be heard.

I learn to be dumb; for what shouldn't be questioned.

I learn to be stupid; for what shouldn't be thought of.

And now I'm okay.

Yea right.

Mist

Does it mean it doesn't exist, if it's not seen?

Does it mean it has been erased, if it has been forgotten?

The Last Blossom

Everyone cries when they're sad.

What is worth?

Curiosity kills.

Everyone is being hysteria .

What is the miracle we're still waiting for?

Everyone is comparing of each other.

When you're the last one standing.

Finally facing your own.

You'll be reluctant to look up to yourself.

What is the most remarkable?

What to be proud of?

We're just losers, wicked.

Truth Always Reveals

I'm always proud of myself for being so strong;

After all I've been through, whatever I'm having now.

It's a blissful thing that I'm glad that I'm lucky enough.

I own everything that I need;

I can almost achieve things that I want.

I have the most awesome family, the most adorable daughter.

I have a pleasurable and comfortable life.

I'm never worried of wealth and health, job and stuffs.

The only lust I want now is a companion for life.

I'm sick of romance and I don't need that anymore.

I just need a person who can walk with me till the world ends.

As long as he can be my intimate and is willing to fulfill me.

Now that I've found this man of my life.

I have lots of doubts and hesitations.

For I'm not any normal girl.

I'm a teenage mother with a 2 years old kid.

If he ever wants to be my life partner;

Being attached isn't just about me and him;

It's about my family and his family.

I have to consider of what his family think of my background.

And I become coward, somehow paranoid.

Then the truth is disclosed without me noticing.

Would this ever takes effect on us?

We're keep holding on.

Dating - Good or Bad ?

Being in a relationship, is it good or bad?

Advantages of being in a relationship:

Firstly, you can get unconditional love.

Secondly, you can get to have sex.

Thirdly, you have someone to rely on.

Advantages of being single:

Firstly, you get to flirt around.

Secondly, you get to f*ck around.

Thirdly, you rely on your friends all the time.

Do you agree with me or not?

Good Personality

What is more important - Looks or Personality?

Looks create the first impression;

Personality proves the impression.

I came across a forum that a man said:

"I can't put my penis into your personality, I can't have sex with your college degree."

Er, is he kinda harsh or rude? I mean he is straight forward.

However, in some extent he could be right?

Will you wanna hook up with a ugly fat ass?

Hell no right! That's why.

My man always tells me I have a good personality.

My personality causes him to fall for me.

But what caught his attention when we first met was - my look.

What counts is the balance of both.

Do you have the great personality plus an awesome look?

Timid

I'd always want you as my midnight companion.

Somehow I'm afraid you've heard too much of my voice.

How is it possible for you to cheer me up all the time?

Going official might just leads to formal separation.

I'm coward to that we would fall out of love.

Nothing, but scared.

As things just gone too perfect.

Pray that I'm strong enough to reach the happy ending.

This Could Be It

"He's not worth of your waiting." "You can always get a better one."

You may have heard of these but it's up to you whether to listen.

Because worthy or not, couldn't be judged by others.

It's you whom are qualified to make a choice.

I always think that sometimes when you believe, you see miracle.

And so, I believed and waited; Now I think I'm in love.

I can see both of us together and it just seems to fit.

All my lonely nights are finally over.

Because I know you'll be by my side and this love will last.

You took the weight of the world off my shoulders.

I love the way you pamper me.

Little Bit of Update

I'm sorry for leaving my blog for so long. The main reason is there is no internet connection at home. And currently I'm still using my friend's broadband. It's because someone stupid did something to reset the modem so now even the TM repairmen couldn't do anything as the modem has to be reconfigured or else it won't be functioning.

Alright back to my recent updates. So basically I'm enjoying my new semester to the max. As I have all my lovely besties around me every second - what I call "sayangs". I first assumed this semester must be lonely and sad as my babe Connie is having her internship in Penang, leaving the house empty. But being blessed, my part time boyfie moved into my house so I'm now never lonely and sometimes too busy entertaining and being entertained by the 2 other sayangs - Mei Fong and Bernice for always chilling and lazing at my house, doing nothing much help but making noise and creating mess. Anyway I just love them so much. Thank God for giving me such awesome friends!

And then I'm happy to announce that I'm so in love now. I'm now being pampered all the time. Will update this in my new posts soon, so keep reading.

Recently my body is kinda weak, for within a month I've been to the hospital for 4 times. 2 times in Sabah for seafood allergies, another 2 times in Kampar for asthma attack and pimples all over my ass FML. Then I've been having fever on and off all the time, bad flu and cough, sore throat and ulcers :( And, for 2 days I've been vomiting all the time even if I'm only drinking plain water!

So stay tuned for my upcoming posts !

The Empire

When you're running an empire there will always be problems ahead for you.

How to fully utilize place, time, people and chance?

There must be a leader to guide and put all the business variables together.

There's more intervention than fighting wars.

Same goes to the Aztecs and the Romans.

And when your partner is a leader to an empire,

You have to be mature and patient enough to deal with him.

I'd say you can use the same strategy which he uses in his empire.

You can't expect to have him right beside you all the time;

While sometimes you have to be a good helper to him;

Be smart enough to give applicable advices;

Or else keep your mouth shut and listen to his problems.

I can't say that I'm very smart but I do help sometimes;

At least I'm not dumb enough to be an idiot.

So I choose the right timing to be smart or stupid.

Salumba

I am now completed.

Sugar is Sweet

"Let me look after you, alright?"

I smile, heart melts and breathe stops.

For all the while I suffered in silence;

For all the time I had been an ostrich;

Finally, I know things work if I wait.

Though there were times I got hurt;

Though there were times I weeped;

Though there were times I got offended;

But it's worth for what I'm having now.

I don't want much, don't be greedy in love.

Satisfaction is more than enough.

I wish that he is the right one;

And will be the last one that walks into my life.

10 Commandment of Love

Distance - Test of Love

I'd say, physical distance is a test of true love.

Couples can be perfect when they're together.

Couples spend most of their time together;

Knowing each other's life and routine;

But when they have to be separated physically,

How long can they withstand?

Couples should be grateful that they can stay long distance for some while;

Because this shows the purity in their true worth of relationship;

Despite others that might only live in lies, nothing else but sex.

Sometimes absence in physical abstract makes the hearts fonder.

It is just how attached and bonded both of you could be.

If both of you are willing to spend time to communicate;

Distance won't be hindering the ignition of love.

Honesty, trust and time never fail.

Sometimes distance increases the perception of beauty in love.

Because you're always on my mind.

Wish You're Here

I don't know where I am.

I know I'm falling down.

Somehow I feel I'm wasted.

I'm such a failure in everything.

In every role I played or am playing.

Everything seems to be my fault.

There's no one here with me.

I'm lost I'm tired I break down.

I need a shoulder to rely on.

And you are the man I need.

Though we seem to be so far apart.

I know you're holding me on.

But still I wish you're here.

I miss you.

Guilty In Your Romance

How I wish rationality could calm me down

Despite fatality, I rely on the lively impulses

I betray myself completely for you

For the world's most guilty sin -

Being too emotional and sentimental

But still I like this offence

Romance is so ruthless and inhuman

And I've fallen into this trap of scam

In challenge of the border line of morality

If we could meet earlier there won't be war

I believe I would end up crying in the end

If I continue to mess in the bound with you

But I'm stubborn enough wanting chaos with you

I just feel warm having you beside me

Even though I couldn't tell the world you're mine

I know you don't want to clarify

You just enjoy having me

Insecurity

Jealousy is a sign of insecurity in relationship.

Why do I feel insecure?

Because I love you so much that I fear I'll lose you.

Yes, I'm lack of self-confidence.

I have flaws which made me into an inadequate person.

Gorgeous people walking down the streets made this universe heavenly.

There are so many pretty faces around you.

I just wish that you'll gently touch my cheeks and tell me:

"You are so beautiful darling, I love you."

Mother's Day :)

Before I was a Mother,

I slept as late as I wanted and never worried how late I got into bed.

I spent most of my time doing non-profitable useless stuffs.

I waited for my mother to do all the chores.

I had time to do get my hair and nails done.

I had always dressed nice and looked great wherever I go.

Before I was a Mother,

I never got up every 30 minutes in the middle of the night.

I never been puked on or pooped on or spitted on.

I never clean pee or poops for someone else.

I never held a screaming child for an injection.

I never looked into teary eyes and fed in terrible medicine.

I never stayed up late hours watching a baby sleep.

I never feel gloriously happy over a simple grin.

Before I was a Mother,

I never knew I could love someone so much.

I never knew I would love being a mother.

I never knew the feeling of having my heart out of my body.

I never felt the bond between a mother and her child.

I had never known the warmth, the joy, the love, the heartache and the satisfaction of being a mother.

Thank You Mom.

You are always the best Mom.

Path of Unfaithful Women

It is said that when a man is with two women at the same time;

It is because he likes both, so he couldn't choose either one.

But when a woman is with two men at the same time;

She isn't that fond of both of them, being forced to have both.

I think it is right. Women feel sorrow when they're being unfaithful.

If she could choose one, she wouldn't want to own two men at the same time.

Women prefer loyalty, they see it as love and happiness.

Unfaithful women envy women whom constantly sacrifice for their men;

Because this symbolizes love.

When a woman loves a man, she invests the most effort for her man;

Even though she is physically and mentally fatigue, she still feel blissful.

Unfaithful women couldn't enjoy the happiness of truly loving a man.

That's why depressed and confused.

They hope for miracle so that they can fulfill their election;

Eliminating the worries caused by infidelity.

Be concern of unfaithful women.

Having a man not deeply in love is a suffering task.

Then came another one to relieve the previous pressure;

In fact, could not love him wholeheartedly as well.

Therefore, formed a doubled anguish.

And unfaithful women couldn't get true love.

I always understand the plight of women who cheat.

If you are satisfied, why would you be unfaithful?

Path of women's infidelity is a difficult way.

I'm sorry

I know you've been waiting for this day.

To see me to hug me and to be pampered by me.

Held and waited for so long for a reunion.

I knew it's my fault for making this mistake.

I failed to be a mother i know.

I'm so sorry, TungTung.

I couldn't do as what I promised.

To go back to you today.

I know you miss me so much.

I'm sorry. Please don't hate Mommy.

Phantom

Perhaps everything is just like a play of drama.

Maybe it's the loneliness that lead to passionate.

I'm really fatigue in this situation and relationship.

There ain't any intention for you to take me serious.

I still smile like a child when I recall those days.

At least it provides me warmth in the coldest night.

Do you ever value me as the special one?

I thought people confess when they're drunk.

I remember each drunken word you've told me.

But the next day you never remember a single word.

I convinced myself it's fine, as long as I show my heart.

I thought I see hope for every action you did.

Till then I know I'll never get an answer for my question.

Because you never care.

When I miss you

I listen to this song repetitively.

It reminds me of you.

煤氣燈不禁影照 街裡一對蚯蚓 照過以兩心相親 一對小情人

沉默以擁吻抵抗 一切的冰與冷 晚意借北風 輕輕的飄起長長裙

多溫馨 心裡 風中那笑聲 淌淚

嘗盡了失意的我 將一切都退去 再到這風中心中 竟仿似傷痕纍纍

然後再憶記起 當晚跟你在這裡 相依相擁中 交出的心早已失去

失去 已破碎 不可以再追 灑淚 Don't worry Don't worry Baby

今天今天星閃閃 剩下我北風中 漆黑中帶著淚

念當天當天 跟他一起的每天

今天今天星閃閃 剩下我漆黑中 北風中帶淚悼念

當天的心 歡欣 再也再也再也不見 一切已失去 不可以再追

一切已失去

Paranoid

You made me feel like I'm in love.

I thought I'm holding on a red rose.

I want to grab the happiness in my palm.

You gave me hope but somehow you confused me.

I'm afraid to ask for clarity in our current situation.

Because I know the clarification might disappoint me.

I don't want to get hurt anymore as I'm already covered with scars.

I hope that you're the right one for me, I want stability.

I'll be waiting for your answer, I want to see myself in your eyes.

Illusion

Being alone for quite a while.

Suddenly in love, I couldn't withhold temptations.

I want the love to be real, despite chemical reactions.

I feel senses of affection and sexual attraction.

Sexual impulses couldn't be tamed.

You are just so irresistible and getting me obsessed.

A dazed state of mind that I fail to anchor on rationality.

Love creates illusion or love itself is an illusion?

Love and fear form reality.

Are we going on the right way?

What am I to you?

Happy Birthday Little YanYan♥

19th of April. It's my one and only sister, Joan's Birthday.

Happy Birthday to You.

Sadly, I'm sorry that I couldn't be with you on your birthday :(

We used to quarrel and fight when we were young.

For the next moment, we can be sticky-icky to each other.

You used to be afraid of me as I've always been harsh to you.

You used to ask me silly questions and I've always ignored you.

I always order you to do stuffs for me and you'll do it without complaining.

You love to share happiness to me, share your dissatisfactions and everything.

You love to share your favorable Korean songs to me, knowing that I'm not a big fan of them.

You help me in everything, especially when you babysit Cynthia for me.

You enjoy cooking spaghetti for me, and you want me to taste your bakeries.

We always crave for delicious cakes and snacks.

We always do stupid and idiotic stuffs together and will laugh out loud after that.

We both enjoy singing, although we know we couldn't sing really well.

Thank you so much, Joan.

I appreciate every moment with you.

For we are sisters forever.

I love you :)

Having Sex or Making Love?

Is there really a difference between having sex and making love?

You may had sex, may had been laid, may fucked. But, can you recall the last time when you made love? Some people might argue that there's no difference - physically, they are the same. However, emotionally, passionately and mentally, both deeds are very different.

If I am to answer this question, I believe, Yes there's a great difference - in term of emotions and intent. "Having Sex" is just simply a physical act on physical context. " Making Love" is beyond the realm of physical actions. Sex is wonderful to enjoy but Make Love is experiencing something, the feelings.

Sex is momentary and mechanical. You can just have sex with simply anyone, sex with strangers you hooked up in the club, sex with your ex or even sex with your friends. You only need orgasm in sex. There is no strings attached, no commitment and promise. You have sex just simply for the pleasure of it, or physical satisfaction. You get your sexual needs fulfilled in sex. There are just motions without emotions in sex.

Make Love is not in anyway just casual sex. You can only make love with the special one who loves you and vice versa. Emotions run in deep and you can feel the passion and love. Making Love is when 2 persons whom are in love with each other, connect bodies and souls together non-verbally in the intercourse. There is a chemical produced by the sexual hormones that interacts in the bodies creating a magnetic reaction. When you're making love, you feel like pleasing your partner.

So are you having sex or making love?

Security or Sparks

If you are given two options:

1. You are completely comfortable with your partner, both trustworthy. You're like living in a security blanket, fully pampered and cared by your partner. However, the love is not passionate enough, lack of romance and excitement.

2. You feel absolutely head over heels about the person, your heart aches for him/her. Your mood swings because of him/her. Sparks fly, unlimited surprises but at the same time you're unsure of whether it will last.

Would you take the risk and choose sparks over security, or stick to the safe and secure one?

I have dilemma in this situation.

If I choose the first option, I will have a stable and committed man in my life. Mature enough to guide me and take care of me. I can be a baby girl in his arms. As I'm not a typical young girl so logically I need a guaranteed relationship. He will probably get everything well-prepared for me. I will live a comfortable and peaceful life with a great companion. But I might also be bored to tears for the rest of my life.

However, if I choose the second option, I will probably be sparked up everyday. Smiling after every text and call from him. I can have fire and passion in my relationship. I am still young. Settling down seems kinda far away from me though. In life there must be risks and who knows it might worth? I will experience all kinds of feelings - happiness, excitement, jealousy and sadness in a sparky relationship. Somehow this relationship might not be long-lasting and unstable enough as my sparkling partner might not be mature enough to overcome all the problems that eventually turn up.

How good if there's a combination of option 1 and option 2? As security alone is not enough but excitement alone is not enough either. If there's someone that makes me comfortable at the same time able to sparkle up my days and make me fall in love again and again, that will be my ideal Mr. Right. Perhaps life doesn't really go on as what you wanted to.

So what's your choice?

Unrevealed Beautifulness

This is just so beautiful and graceful

Evasion

I was too coward to face my feelings.

The feeling of shame and regrets;

Evade me from sharing thoughts.

Hence, I set my blog aside.

I have no idea what I've been doing.

Am I just wasting my youth?

All along I've been crazy in love.

Whereby I still have so much more;

Family, Friends, Studies, Joy.

I'm dumb enough to forget about these.

I should live my life with joy.

Love should be blissful.

If I feel miserable in love;

That's not true love but disaster.

Do not let the future you to hate the current you.

The Wrong One

Once again I fall for the wrong person.

I thought we'd be passionate.

Then you stomped on me.

And you just left me with just a smile.

For I'm just a friend.

Why would you do all these to me?

How could you let me cry?

You are being hot and cold to me.

If the excuse is your occasional tenderness;

I wish I would never be serious about you.

Secret Lover

Relationship between friends gets complicated;

When you decided to get romantic.

The blur line between friend and lover.

Just a friend, that's all she has been to you.

She doesn't have much to offer;

But her heart and soul.

And she guesses that's not enough for you to notice her.

She tries to smile when you flirt with the girls.

She needs to stay calm when she's with you.

Because the way you look at her shows only friendship.

You don't want pressure nor limitations.

She has to remove the emotion baggage as well.

As she's the only one going attached into this secretly.

She's hoping for more than just physical.

Is it still possible for you to separate emotions from this?

Do you ever care?

The Rebound

Does age really matter in a relationship? As in is it awkward for girls to date younger guys? Somehow many people are still preferably to the idea of guys older than girls. I used to have this perception as well. Now i'm unsure of it. But even celebrities like Justin Bieber is dating woman older than him. So age could be just a number that symbolizes how long you have been alive. When you're in love age is nothing. At least you're not having an age gap of 20 years. After all, love is blind, it's the same like people used to be blinded by social class, race and religion. As long as it is a man and a woman, it's fine. Gays and lesbians make me sick somehow.

I think it depends on emotionally maturity of the people involved. If both parties are mature enough to handle a real relationship and genuinely care about each other, then it can work out and last. Vice versa. But in average, guys are like 2 years behind girls' maturity level. So it's still better to pick a guy whom has the same maturity level as you. It will be easier and more productive in your relationship. Guys often get into relationships with older girls for the same reason girls go for older guys. They're seeking for maturity, stability and experience.

While many are still insisting in making issue out of the age difference, it's just a minor factor in the success of a relationship. Bonding of heart and mind make relationships work. Respect, trust and true love matter far more than just age.

Black Ribbon for the Nihon-jin

As everyone knows, Japan was devastated by the worst disaster ever - A massive 8.9/9.0 magnitude earthquake on 11th March 2011. It caused great damages with blackouts, fire and tsunami. Boats, cars, rails, roads, and houses were all swept away. At least 10,000 people died and injured and the numbers of victims are still counting. A tsunami warning has been triggered to Russia, Marcus Island, Taiwan, Philippines, Indonesia, Malaysia, Hawaii and some other coastal areas.

I feel like crying at the first second I watched the tsunami video. The disaster destroyed everything! Imagine if your family or friends suffered in the disaster. My heart aches. All of us live under a nation. I sympathize for the victims. But I couldn't do anything other than just pray for them. This could be a punishment or warning that God is showing His anger. Human beings have to stop destroying our mother nature.

The Japanese are now facing scene from the hell. Their homes have been flattened. They have no water, no food and no power. They need our help so much.

To donate for the victims, kindly visit this website:

http://www.google.com/crisisresponse/japanquake2011.html

Your help is much appreciated.

Condolences to the victims and their families.

Japan. We are with you.

Let us all pray for the Japanese.

Pray for the world too.

Happy Birthday, 彤

12th of March, it's my baby daughter's 2 years old birthday :D

Proud to be her mother for 2 years!

She's the most adorable girl.

Sadly I couldn't go back to celebrate with her.

She sings The Fruit Salad song to me.

It's so bliss to see her.

How I wish I can be there for her.

If Genie exists and he gives me 3 wishes,

I would tell him I only need 1.

That would be I wanna celebrate her following birthdays :)

I love you TungTung.